I really missed my younger days of life..
where Im still young and carefree..
when my parents wont blame mi for my wrong doings..
when they will try all means to make mi happy..
where they take mi to the arcade..
where I dun hav to think about school..
Life were so much better at the younger days..

sometimes I do feel like ending my life..
I've lived long enough and suffered long enough..
I dun see any point in holding on this aimless life..

But of course.. I wont bear to leave my family behind..
I wont bear to leave my dog behind.. and of course my
true friends.. Maybe it's better if the world really comes
to an end.. then I'll have no worries of leaving anione
behind

To think finally I managed to blog this out..
I really hate my life..